I'm waiting for Mary Lynn to get back... Then I'll know what to do. Right now the RDCW viewer still doesn't work, so I can't really do anything. Gee what a surprise, no one else is online either. *sniffles* So bored...

Argh... I was reading the wrong book for my book report due this Nov. 5th... I was reading the book that we need to do a book report on for Dec. So now I have to get 2 day shipping which costs $13. I'm such a fucking idiot. Blah. Oh well, next time I'll sleep with my syllabus in the shape of a bunny. ^_^

I've got a soc exam today... I'm not really worried but maybe I should be.

Maybe I will get used to being single... I dunno. Philip seems to think this is crazy because he seems to think I have a date coming up? I'm meeting a snow leopard I hope the weekend after this... But I'd hardly call that a date.

I should just get used to being lonely. Then I wouldn't be all weirded out and sad.

I got my boots! I got my boots! YAY!

http://www.revjbelick.com/demonia/detail/2368.jpg <--- I got the patent black, which is the shiny one.

I need to find a picture of the other one but they're really hot and they've got a coffin heel and go up to the knee. Again, it's patent black. All I really need is some PVC (besides the PVC dress I already own) and I'm set to go! =D

I hate looking back at my journal entries... But I wanted to find a poem thing I wrote a couple months back because it related to what we were talking about. But I suppose we can never change the past... Only the future with our actions in the present.

I really like talking to the snow leopard... Seems real and not superficial. *Smiles*

Maybe I'm not that ugly. I signed up for some personals thing yesterday - I need more friends... I feel like a loser. So I do it online because I'm super shy. And someone wrote me already... It's irritating that I have to pay in order to write back... and I don't really want to pay... Need to save up for those toys. Hahaha... Right.

Why have I not written anything decent lately? I feel kinda dumb or something... Probably because I've been harassed by freaking exams and papers... And blah. I've a bluebook (basically a blue notebook you have to buy in order to write essays in) today and I'm freaked out... Was talking to Allie last night. I guess she was shocked I'd never taken a bluebook... But some people graduate without ever taking one... Maybe these people are engineers... Blah, those people are so scary! =P But still... I'm sure some more "normal" people have escaped...

I'm irritated that Jamesy is never online. Well, he's online but always afk which is basically the same thing. I wonder why he's so busy... The perve! I don't even know if I'm spending time with him on Halloween because I doubt my parents would be too into some weird guy coming to my house... They would want to take me back to A2 themselves because they don't trust anyone else driving or something. I'm 20 geez...

I've been talking to Philip again though... I dunno... I understand him even less than Jamesy... Blah. I got to talk to a snow leopard yesterday too... I guess he's usually awake when I'm sleeping is why we never really talk... Or maybe he's just scared of me. =P Hehe I like the latter suggestion. I don't have odd sleeping patterns!

Anyway I basically called work like fiften minutes ago and I lied... *sobs* I feel so bad... But there is no way I would be able to go to work and be alright for the exam even if I had gone to sleep at a decent time. *cough cough* It's not my fault. *pouts*

Damn why did I miss the P/F deadline.... Then I'd only have to make a C or higher and not really care... Stupid BunnieKittie Stupid BunnieKittie. *sobs*

UPDATE (3:31 PM) It actually wasn't that bad... Now I have a sociology exam coming up.... *sigh*

Tired. I know why I'm still up... But maybe that's a bad thing.

I never really know what to write anymore... I'm just waiting for the little fire alarm to go off...

UPDATE (8:13 AM) Miraculously, the alarm didn't go off.... Whee!

I'm tired. I'm not sure why I even update anymore. It doesn't really matter.

I got to bed at 10:30 am because *gasp* I got to talk to three people. I met one of them online yesterday; he seemed to like me a lot. Why else would he stay up 'til 8 am to talk to me when he could get only 30 minutes of rest? Or maybe he had insomnia. Blah. He had a superbudy icon that was a bunny. ^_^ Too bad most of the decent people I know live far away. *sigh*

There was another fire alarm. It went off at around 3:20 am and it woke me up. I would have stayed in and slept, but I couldn't because the alarm was giving me an earache. Then I got into the cold and I couldn't help but mumble profanity about the situation. They really need to stop having false alarms but that would require people to stop being human... and I don't think that's ever going to happen. There will always be a lot of dumbasses around.

I guess I've gotten over my obsessive compulsive showering phase, but I still haven't fixed my sleeping habits. I hope it stops raining and gets warmer... But I'm so tired I don't feel like going to the gym today. Blah.

One of my online friends says he was discussing with one of his friends whether I was hot or cute... =/ I vote for neither!